Recently I have been having severs issues with lonliness. I'm sure everyone does at times. I have not really had any physical attention in years either. I am divorced with one child who lives with his mom. There are many days recently that I have been thing about trying to get involved with a guy. and not a woman. I am straight all the way, but at this point will do anything for attention. I am very confused how I got about handling this, and is it ok. I have bipolar, panic disorder with agoraphobia, shchizo affective disorder. I was sexually abused as a child by a relative and I actually was not only scared but was comforted by it.
Why do I have these feelings, I'm not sure why???
Has anyone with this disorder gone to such an extreme for attention???