Today I was let go from the Hilton. I've already begun applying for jobs, but what's the point? This was my dream job and if I couldn't succeed in something I've wanted to do since I was 4, how could I succeed anywhere else?

I looked at disability, but how on earth could I live on $800? That's PT pay and that's PT pay without having any bills needing covered. It's hard enough living on $14 FT but PT pay with bills? How is this even possible?

I'm at a loss and I feel like giving up.