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Originally Posted by SonnyD
Since I was a child I have put alot of thought into death. I would write poems about what death might be like ... Now into my 20s, I fantasize about the idea. Its almost romantic. Not because anything is wrong in my life, it just sounds so peaceful. I am tired, my soul is tired ... I just want to die alone and peacefully...so I will continue to dream even if my dream cannot come true....
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never wrote any poems but the rest is pretty much spot on ... you are right it is not fair to those we leave behind ... but it does sound peaceful and a long rest would feel so good ...
depression can come on so slow and last so long that it becomes our normal ... my answer came from an obsession over my little Korean "Princess" ... somewhere out there is your answer ... your desire that over comes those dark thoughts and leads to peace in a more positive direction ... keep looking it's there ... it is a goal worth reaching for ...
keep positive thoughts my friend ... Tigger .