It's cool, most of these questions appear at sometime it was just to see them all side by side, it kinda emphasizes just how crazy I probably am.

What I can answer is about my kids, knowing about my mental health has enabled me to be aware of my children's chances of ending I the same way.
So I have pushed a healthy diet, with lots of fresh foods. Stuff to ensure healthy brain function for a growing kid.

I do worry about impending MH issues because it's prevalent in my family. But guilt? Hmmm, I guess a little, but my kids are happy funny mischievous and without them I wouldn't have been able to stay alive.