I'm just having a really hard time...
things are getting bad for me...
I thought they were supposed to get better; not worse...

im in hell
if i dont get disability then i don't know how im going to cope...
getting disability opens options for me to be able to leave here and get away from the bad stuff...

im having a nervous breakdown... or whatever you call it when your mental functions start to fall to the side and stop cooperating...

i just can't handle this anymore... why isnt this medication helping

i just need to be able to believe that its going to get better...