I have my mother in an assisted living facility. My nightmarish life may be coming to an end. But I am a nervous wreck constantly thinking of what can go wrong now. I have been expecting the facility to call me up any time now, telling me to come get my mother. I really hope this will not be the case.

I have not been managing my symptoms of BP for some time now. I am a wreck. It has felt like an unending, year long episode of deep depression. Now that I should be happy, I feel even more stress and depressed. This does not make sense to me. I am also afraid of going hypomanic one I feel my burden lift from my shoulders.

What do you think I should do?

Tucson