Thank you. I'm holding on by my fingernails right now. I did an online crisis chat yesterday which helped some. I don't like calling crisis phone lines. I know it's hard for people to reply online, lot of people need support and posts get buried.

I have a tdoc and a grief counselor. The grief counselor has been a little help but right now I feel overwhelmed with grief and everything else. It seems that the only people that get the grief thing are people currently going through it.

Plus you know, it's just different kinds of grief.

Especially if it's a pet. He was my baby, NOT just a pet. The only people that seem to get it are on the pet grief support group I'm on.

The people who get the depression thing they get the horrible feelings of not wanting to go on, but not necessarily the grief part.

it's not easy to find people who are going through both at the same time.

Thank you all for responding.