I have been having some kind of abusive thoughts towards myself lately.
In a way that I say bad things to myself inside my head.
It's a strange experience because these thoughts just appear in my head and it's like whispers that are said to me inside my head, not like I say or think these things.
I cannot properly explain this, it's not like I'm "hearing voices" but I do not feel like these are my own thoughts either. In a way I tell myself inside my head what I think other people might think of me?
It's a theory. I don't know.
I don't know what this is and it just feels weird.