I have friends. Well I thought I did. That's all weird and I don't know who to trust so I deleted over 70 fb 'friends' even some real life friends. Isolated even more but happier in a way. Just a lot of pressure on my husband as I don't/can't leave the house. I get lonely. Earlier this week I thought I was invited to go out with a girlfriend. I told her I'd get back to her today to confirm. I contacted her but got no response. That's what I'm tired of. Trying to make plans and when the time comes I get left out. Or forgotten and ignored. So on a night like tonight when I was potentially going out to occupy my mind while my husband is out on work calls. Doesn't help my fear of rejection, abandonment and insecurity issues much no does it?