RxQueen,
I'm so sorry that you're struggling with drinking again. It's a horrible addiction to try and beat, and I know you've worked hard in the past to get off alcohol and drugs, so you can do it again.
I'm wondering if some face to face support IRL would help. it doesn't have to be AA, but that's the most convenient simply given the number of meetings they have, but there's also women for sobriety, secular organization for sobriety, and SMART recovery.
If you ever want to pm me for support, know that I'm around.
splitimage
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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