Similar here. Been like that since god knows how many years.

Lack of motivation + laziness + fear held me for a long time, and I don't know my problem is. Have things that I wanted to do, but didn't feel like doing so + easily distracted. Tried to push myself but didn't work out, I'm not strong in that aspect which I feel very disappointed of.

Used to do things when I'm 'feeling it' but right now, there's no more.

In the end spending days doing unproductive stuffs in the Internet. Unemployed now, been looking for a job and now I'm stressed thinking of this.