I saw my T. today. I'm just so devastated He tells me that he wishes he could make it go away. I wish I would just go away.

He tells me that I am in mourning for what I will never have!Ugggh.



How long do I have to feel like this" "Forever?????"

GOOD NEWS: He has agreed to let me email him once a week. Yes! He's changed one of his boundaries. And I can email him once a week. I hope he will return emails, he said probably not but maybe