For my entire life whenever I showed signs of mental illness I was threatened with "social services". It all really started with my mother who found out I self harmed she called me fowl things and then said "if you tell anyone they're going to take you away and you'll never see your siblings or me again!" So I shut up.. on occasion about once a week I break down due to stress and anxiety and I did so to my school counselor even she said, "if you don't stop emailing me I'm going to have someone come check on you" oh how trapped I feel now that I have no one to talk to.. the truth is I am afraid of my parents but I love them.. they're emotionally abusive but I can't do anything about it.. nobody takes me seriously not even when I've got injuries up to my elbows.. she made me show everyone at my sisters birthday party.. oh how trapped I feel that I've tried to console in boys who takes advantage of me..