The Holy Virgin Mary And Jesus were voices that were bothering me all day. It started when I signed up for mornings with Jesus daily devotionals. While some benefit for positive psychology, this just ruined my week. Religion has such a bad effect on me. I used to be a fundamentalist because I was crazy. I was always so strict. But now that I'm free the voices imprison me once again. I'm learning ways to stop psychosis in its tracks. I took an Ativan, but that is not recommended. Then I just took deep breaths and meditated until the Ativan calmed me down.
But the voices and the brain stimulation keeps returning.
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