I've been staying up later and later. There's still this lingering, uncomfortable, anxious feeling inside of me, but at least I was able to just go about my day yesterday and today. I went shopping and bought some things, although I was mad that one piece of clothing I was so excited to buy ended up having spots on it that wouldn't come out (that I did not notice until I got home,) so I had no choice but to return it.

I'm glad that the winter has not been so harsh as other years. I visited a friend I've had since high school at night unexpectedly, so that was nice. The thoughts still race, and I wish this anxiety would go away, but it hasn't been as bad the past two days, compared to other days. I am nervous about going back to work 2 days from now though. I have therapy tomorrow. I can't put into words what I should talk about, but I usually go home with something to think about after each session.