So I burnt my fingers for several days as a way to self harm.Now they've blistered and it's like one of them feels weird almost like I can't feel.ive thought of going to the doctor but trying to come up with a lie how I did it cause me and hospitals don't mix
I also got an email from a lady with a readers program to read to kids my dad thinks I shouldnt be allowed to around kids if I'm self harming my brother said I should I think I just need a pair of gloves problem is burns are on my fingers kids are probably going to notice and ask questions another thing they asked for background checks and I'm wondering if that includes fingerprint s.i just remember listening to this song were they burned off there fingerprints if so can I choose a different hand.i already told the lady in an email I wanted to do it but maybe I should have said no .