I'm a 24 year old straight male, I've had sex with over a dozen women, but I've always felt a little.. Bi? I experimented with my (still) best friend when I was like 12, like every other kid, and we even went as far as to try **** (no lube involved) needless to say it didn't go very far and that was the only sexual contact we've had, and that means for my entire life with any male.

Come back to the present and I've been in a long distance relationship with the same woman since August, and I feel happy and comfortable in this relationship. I talk to her every day, I live in Alberta, she's in Ontario, in the last 6 months we've seen each other for at least 3 of them and I loved it.

Now I've never been sexually attracted to a man to the point that I've wanted to even hold their hand, yet alone anything beyond that, you could even go as far as to say I may be even a little bit homophobic in that I get like, pissed off? disgusted? when I see 2 men be intimate. Yet I often find myself thinking about how attractive a man is when I'm browsing YouTube, and I have thoughts run through my mind that they're nerdy and cute and all this stuff. I've always told my exes that I'm like 40% gay as a joke and it usually gets a laugh, I also always tell people I'm comfortable with my sexuality so I'm not afraid to be expressive like this.

Now my question, could it be possible I may have a gay/bi side of me that I'm just repressing, and when I see 2 men together maybe it's just that I'm subconsciously trying to hold that back and deny it so I get grossed out? Or is this a normal thing? Would this be something I can "come out" with friends, family or even my girlfriend?