Today I went to my first class at university for the year. With my physical health being bad right now I wondered if I would make it through the 3 hour class but I pulled up ok. Even managed to take most of it in. Just need to find the stamina to get through four months of this. Hopefully the flare-up of fatigue and pain will ease up soon.

Mentally I am a bit off. It is hard to explain but I am experiencing racing thoughts, bouts of rage for seemingly no reason, confusion, agitation and switching between very low mood with tears and SI to bursts of excitement. Abilify helps a lot with the symptoms thankfully. I have been taking it every day for the last three days. Hopefully that will calm things down before they get out of hand.