Do you ever go through stages where you just keep going down?

Like you think you can't take any more, you think that if one more thing happens, the. You'll completely lose your mind.. Then the next thing happens, you survive it, another thing happens, and more and more terrible things keep happening and you can feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into depression..

But you survive anyway.. despite every inch of your body wanting out, you survive.... Some days, I wish I would stop surviving.