Thank you. It still bein a rough week this week but its gonna be ok. We still got lots of confused goin on but we got them light bulb goin on over the head times to all mixed up in it. I know thats a good thing. I wish them light bulbs would stay on for longer then they do but i know thats me not bein patient. I know it would be bad if all them light bulbs turn on n then wed get way to much happenin all at one time n wouldnt be able to think about nothin at all. We gotta be takin them baby steps. I dont like that tho cuz i want everything done now and figured out now. Pluus im scared if i dont hang on to them light bulb times then they gonna go away forever n im gonna forget what i been rememberin n i know lots of how i go actin n thinkin now is all messed up from stuff i remember now and i gotta fix that n stop it. I like helpin. Its important that i be good and fix things i know are problems.
NiKKi
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no hugs or prayers pls n thx
(dx list: DID/PTSD, ASD, GAD, OCD, LMNOP)
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