The real me - 1
The dreaming me - 2
the dreaming me stuck inside a dream - 3

1 falls asleep. Dreams about ?, 2 falls asleep but wakes at certain times to let her know its a dream but she can’t control when she dreams and when she is awake. 3 is the nightmare dream.

hurt my eye, can’t see, go to a strange hospital for disabled people. find out they are keeping me there and never letting me go. there are other people there. we get punished if we ask questions or misbehave. My ‘friend’ misbehaved and was hung up and water poured over her. I was pregnant. i took a chance and tried to escape but couldn’t get passed the permitter. 100’s of men in horses came after me, i kept running through fields and got to the edge of the perimeter where there was a unusual tree, with 1000’s dead bodies, there was a bad smell. i hid there. 3 men found me, they told me they were on my side and said it was best if i come back so i did. i was punished, elevated into the air and burnt alive, with my unborn baby still inside me. i somehow am alive again and a worker wants to help as she says you should never kill unborn children. she helps me escape. I do. I go down a long lane, and out onto the road. I end up going to a house I know. Then 3 switches over to 2 and the dream is good, its of me sitting in this house relaxing looking out at the beach. but as i leave i can’t control switching back to 3, i say to myself try to stay in control and go the direction on the roundabout thats not back to bad, but i can’t help it, 3 comes back.