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I hear you, girl. I've been in therapy for like 4 years, and still dealing with a lot of the same stuff. Lately I've been wondering if I've reached the end of the road with this T (a thought that breaks my heart). You know what, though? I think I have made progress... I just forget about it when I get down again. Maybe you should ask your T to talk with you about the progress you might have made without really even being aware of it? Does she ever give you feedback about where you're at? I really think these are important concerns to share with her.