I am sure stories like mine have been told many times aroud the internet.
I don't want to know if I am normal or what future has for me. I just want to know how to deal with it.

Here's the thing: I am 25 and I never had any sort of relationship. Never dated or had any boy interested in me (excluding the preteen one). So I am totaly naive about relationships and there aren't many people I know that are single. It just seems that everyone my age has their long-term relationship and is contemplating marriage. It is not even worthy to look at anyone with some romantic interest because they all are taken.

This all makes me feel very akward. It is like a big secret that I can't tell anyone... and it does says a lot about me... When people talk about their relationships I get very unconfortable because this is a world I know little about. It is like someone is talking about a distant country I have never heard of, adding the fact that I feel ashamed I am so unexperienced.

So basically I am a person unable to talk about serious human subjects. I feel ashamed by my feelings (any kind of personal feelings), I feel ashamed by my lack of experience and my knowledge is very limited.

I want to normalize this part of my life, I want to stop feeling threatened by people that have/had relationship or have no trouble confessing their feelings. I was hoping you could help me with that, maybe saying something about feelings and relationship that makes me understand it from the inside. Or just some advice.
Tough request, I know. Thanks.