It may seem silly, but I'm bumping this 4 month old thread because I would like to thank all those who took the time to respond to me and give hugs. I am very sorry I did not do so then but, looking back I now realize that at the time I felt foolish and unworthy. It embarrassed me to even look at it so I tried to ignore it instead.

As I look at it now, I am not embarrassed by it at all and don't know why I was then.

So thank you to Fuzzybear, Skeesyks, Altarian, So leigheas, and, although I unfortunately can't know who anon12516 is, thank you too!