I really have a terrible time forcing myself to do things. Everything seems so complex and draining. But everyone else manages so I should too.

I take shortcuts, I skip what is not completely necessary, I take most chances to be lazy. On about every level.

How do you start acting less lazy when you really have no drive? I know it is possible because I have seen people who were even very ill and they managed to do things even if they had no drive or energy.

Do you think depriving myself from stuff if I don't do things would work out? Treating myself if doing things is not an option because there aren't many things I want extra.