My life's problems have no really answer.
Today wasn't a bad day. I acted differently and I am sure I made someone that criticized me badly in the other day be more fond of me.
Also I went out to dinner with my sister and we had fun at a bookshop because of an unimaginable coincidence.
But even so I feel sad today. Sad because I can't connect and I don't know how to do it. Sad because of the things I am missing in live but everyone else has experienced.
It's some kind of holiday tomorrow where I live, so at least I can sleep longer.
I wished that there was someone that had answers for my questions, but nobody seems to know anything and this uncertainty just helps me making me feel sad.
Coffee and alcohol make me feel more warmer inside...I am not an addict. I just had a glass of wine tonight.
I am going to sleep now.