I'm meeting both pdoc and tdoc tomorrow, and I'm worried they'll want to have me admitted. Here's what's going on...

Right now I'm being stalked by a supernatural entity that has been charged with killing me by forcing me to kill myself. Basically it can put suicidal thoughts in my head and make me think they are my own thoughts. It's a robotic kind of creature, computer-like. It's just doing it's job. For the past few days I've been sensing its presence and seeing signs of it. My reality is surreal and distorted and it's possible I'm in an alternate reality. From time to time the creature makes me think about how I could kill myself, but until now it has mostly just flexed its muscles by showing its presence.

I've had this creature stalk me before and the outcome has usually been me hurting myself and ending up in hospital. I'm really worried that's the direction I'm going in.

I really don't want hospital. Do you think my docs will lock me up? I'm not actively suicidal, just afraid I will become that way.