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Originally Posted by MoonSky29
First of all, Hello! I've come to these forums with the purpose of sharing my current experiences, and probably someone who has been trough similar situations can advise me.
Basically, since 2 years ago I have no life.
I live alone (which I actually enjoy) I have no friends, I don't do anything except being on the internet all time. I sleep so much that i often get migraines. I haven't been home since last year bc I can't stand my father, he's a violent person. He doesn't hit me now but he did often when i was a kid.
Currently I'm not as sad as i was before, I'm indifferent to most things. I have no passions. It's hard for me to focus and remember stuff. This is what worries me the most since I don't know what will I do (academically) with my life.
It hurts me so much just seeing people having a normal life,
This is my life nowadays. I need help. I want help. I want to change but something always stops me. I'm young, I'm 19 years old and I have done nothing with my life. I don't want to waste it like this. Thanks to everyone in advance.
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I believe I would have shut down under those conditions myself ... you are very young and have so much more time than you can even begin to believe ... patience ... there is plenty of time ... higher education is not for everyone ... you are not wasting your life ... this is your time to find yourself ... your interests and passions ... it is more important to follow your bliss than what society deems you need ...
one of my favorite quote is " what a waste to climb the ladder of sucess only to find it leaning against the wrong wall " .... this is your time ... find what fulfills you ... try things ... experiment with new experiences ... but find that bliss that is only for you .... remember no one else has your path ... be orginial ... one of a kind ... all of this flows out from your fullness ... so fill your self up ... Tigger.