Started back at university yesterday and, AGHHH!!!(minor freakout), I have so much work to do in the next four months. My physical health has taken a big dive in the last week, especially since Saturday, so I am a little worried about my stamina to keep up with the workload. Hopefully the worst will pass in the next week or so and I will start to feel better. On the plus side the coarse work seems interesting so I am motivated to get into it.

Mentally I am still a bit off too. Can't quite figure out what is going on. At times I am despairing and very low, other times racing thoughts, motivation and the sensation of speeding through the world in my mind. Sometimes it feels scary, other times thrilling. Overall it is fairly mild so hopefully it will pass. Seeing my T tomorrow and new pdoc in 8 days so will be interested in what they have to say.