Stayed at an exs house last night. We've become very good friends after all we went through, actually had a good time (dinner and drinks). Left there this morning, went home and went back to sleep for 3 hours because I sherry can't stand the sight of my bedroom but just don't have it in me to clean it. All that's on my mind is my weight & I can't focus on anything else, I'm living in hope that when I taper off the seroquel I'll lose some of the weight, the rest has to be done with hard work & excercise which I don't have the energy for because all the meds in on make me feel so lazy.