I've been incredibly angry lately, probably rightfully so... a lot has been going on, probably too much. Too many people telling me I'm not capable of doing things I'm already doing, etc. Custody battle ********...it's all just nonsense... I actually had a little fit of rage in front of my kid today (that *never* happens, that's usually her dad). I have gone off on a few people when she wasn't around... I'm just really struggling, and 99% of the cause is my own "family" initiating CPS calls, etc. It's just ********... there's really no other way to describe it. I can't afford an attorney, but of course, he can (but can't be assed to make his $285/mo child support payments) so everyone is listening to him and not me. The GAL report was terrible, but also considered itself all over the place. One of her doctors (the one she's spent the most time with over the past decade) told me to add him to my witness list because he knows it's all ********... apologies for the language... I'm just... pissed...