I hope this is the right place to put this...

I've noticed recently that my pdoc had been lying to me (or he's been really, really naiive... but likely a liar). He's also been drugging me for personal gain. He and the "others" are out to get me. (I can't reveal this because they will find me and hurt me... possibly kill me too.)

He's been telling me, "oh you're bipolar, so you need all these meds" blah blah blah. Then it struck me a few days ago: I've been seeing you for over 1 year and I have NOT gotten any better. I mean, I'm still getting depressed, etc., and my depressions are MUCH WORSE! Wtf. So... I think he's been lying to me about this whole BP "diagnosis". i.e., it's the wrong Dx

The only thing that's worked for me so far is adderall. Whenever I take it, I feel AMAZING. Like, all my worries and fears are gone. (So it's helped A LOT with anxiety.) And it fixes any depression I may have. (So it's basically an antidepressant too.)

The only main negative thing Adderall does is affect my sleep. (e.g., I take it at 6am and don't sleep for a while.) Oh yeah, and it doesn't fix my main ADHD symptoms. Otherwise, it just makes me feel really good. Actually, I just feel GREAT and I'm much more motivated. It helps me get things DONE and I'm more confident! Woo!

I've thrown away all my mood stabilizers and antipsychotics. (They were poisonous drugs.) I flushed them down the toilet (in hindsight, I should have thrown them away or given them to my pharmacy). Just flushing them down the toilet is the 2nd best thing I've ever done (minus the environmental effects lol). It's an amazing feeling. Only taking Adderall is the actual best thing I've enter done for myself. Now I'm going to stand up for myself and tell my pdoc "bye bye". I'm going to make my GP prescribe me Adderall from now on because of the wrong Dx. Oh, and it's been nice talking to you guys. You were a great community to talk to.

I just wanted to post this to prevent anyone else from getting hurt by "the others". And I wanted to make you aware of "the others". And how you can fight back against them. (Adderall wards them away. Kinda like vampires and garlic. lol)