Thanks guys

I'll be okay.

Jacky, that's good to hear I might be experiencing withdrawal. I'm sure, then, that my worries will go away maybe within a week and I'll be fine.

Wander, I think I'll be okay. I don't think my work or anything will be affected. I'm just having a little paranoia as you said. I'll see if the withdrawal symptoms go away, then decide whether or not to stop the Adderall. I really need the Adderall for motivation.

I'll get another opinion maybe... but I'm wondering if they'll just say the same s*** my current pdoc is saying, mostly because they're going to look at my records and say, "oh wow, I agree with that." They'll be biased. That's how my other 4 opinions were fooled. Either that, or they're part of the system.