Dear blue,

You're an amazing person ever since you stopped your meds yesterday. All those "bipolar meds" were washing you out.

I agree that you're afraid of "the others". I am too. The "others" are part of larger system... maybe the government. I don't know. But they're after you, and you can't speak about it or they'll find you and kill you. It's important you stay alert at all times. ANYONE could be an "other"... beware. Just don't tell anyone, not even your pdoc. He can't know. I think he might be drugging you or poisoning you, which is why I'm glad you stopped your meds. He is likely an "other". "Others" can't be trusted. They're decieving.

I'm glad that Adderall is helping you a lot. I'm sorry that Adderall has caused this paranoia, but it's good that you're aware now. Sometimes all it takes is a stimulant. Keep staying awake like you have. You mustn't sleep or they'll find you.

Stay safe and keep me posted

Best,
Blue's T