No youOme, you pretty much have it. But undoing this situation for me is going to be complicated because I do have huge obligations and I can't just stop meeting them.
Oh, and let's not forget that slowing down and being a part of my own life SCARES THE LIVING HELL OUT OF ME!!!!
In the meantime, though, I'm trying some of that balance stuff. It's clumsy without a therapist I think but I'm trying.
Thanks youOme and Irish, I appreciate the thoughts.
Cyran0
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Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse.
Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes
"I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac
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