No pissing me off here! I really don't understand as to how you came to that conclusion out of everything that I did read that you posted and commented on....seems find to me.

Truth be known, the level and support I really crave/need will never be here in my location- family, friends, peers....and treatment. I'm alone where the real support should be. Lets just say I'm laughed at here.

At least online I have company based on a mutual specific condition that we can identify with. To me....I find comfort and support in knowing that I'm not alone in my brand of crazy, that this is for real, and that there are others like me. That's as good as it'll get I suppose which works for me, just saying.

We all have the same kinds of symptoms...but different experiences that go with them just as we have different lives. Take missing memories/time....most has missing memories/time...but the experiences are going to be different...but they are relatable.

I guess only you know what you need....not trying to do whatever it is I'm doing...?

You are not alone in this on here....we all suffer the same.