I wish I knew...I would be doing it too.

In my case...discovery wasn't till recent....and once The Awakening happened....there is no going back because we now know. Can't undo know as much as you drink and drugged....might forget momentarily...but it's never gone.

I've thought of this often...what if....

In our younger days it was all about work...10-16 hours a day....so the workers and male counterparts would stay out most of the time which meant that they were the hosts then.

To put them back out is physically impossible (body is older and hurts much)....plus they do a lot of drugs.

So....we now must recreate our public personna so to speak. Our system needs to adapt to the present....which I think means getting out there and doing stuff to bring out the proper Others to run things....in theory.