not that it matters really....but i know i keep talking about it lately so i feel i should at least update you guys ...well i went to the doctors to get a referral since the doctor (which was about two months ago) said he didnt know what it was and sent me on my way....well after i realized the lumps grew larger and changed i wanted to ask for a referral to a specialist....i got there and the receptionist said to take this lady's business card and she handles the referrals...i figured..ok well she will probably set up a follow up appointment so the doctor can at least remember who is talking about and figure the best plan of action..nope...i called the lady and i got a "Well i will call the doctor to see if he feels you need a referral or not."
huh? If he feels like it? What am I? A hobby? A change of weather? He hasnt seen me in two months....how can he possibly remember me....he is good but not that good....and even if he did remember me...all i told that lady was i had a change of condition....that could mean anything...he is going to base my future health off of one meeting and some ladies word after talking to me for 5 seconds...of course after having me on hold for about 20 min. .................sigh............some people can have a minor cold and get the best possible treatment with a follow up session and all....i get four growing lumps on my chest....an, " I dont know" from the doctor and a "maybe" (depending on the doctors mood) for a referral....

if this is freaking karma...im going back in time to my last life and kicking my past lifes butt ......this is ridiculous.