I do understand what you are saying and I agree. There is a part or parts of me that are creative. Last year I started making fairy gardens. Something just "came" to me and it's like they created themselves. It was such a calming thing for me and came, what seemed, so naturally. About 3 or 4 months ago, it went away. I have my green house full of plants and every time I think about putting one together, it's like something that is foreign to me.

I'm not sure of what is going on with it. Stress has been pretty thick these past few months, and I don't know if that is playing a factor in it or not.

It's a very strange kind of feeling. It's like I lost a part of myself.