haunted, I do not understand why we wait so long to get help for these things. There are medications out there that can make life so much easier, yet we are too scared to ask for help. Oddly enough they can't help us until we ask and are honest about it. It's a chemical imbalance, there is no shame in that, why is it so hard?

Good for you! I hope the new doctor has information on drugs that you can tolerate. You're on the way to being a happier, healthier you!