What do you hate more? Hypo or Depression? For me actually hypo does more damage, I drink, I smoke, I drug myself, I sleep around, I can't concentrate, I have thousands of thoughts racing through my head, I don't want to go to sleep, I work like ****, I know I will destroy everything but I don't care. Depression just makes me moveless and feel hurt but I can go on with my stuff mostly even though it is hard. Being normal is a Revelation. I always want to be normal.