I created a last of all the things I was hiding last year. There were quite a few (like 10+) even after 3 years of meeting. Starting last summer, I started trying to talk about them but oh my heck it's been nearly impossible. Since I felt like they made me a bad person, I worried it would change what he thought of me.

Biggest: trichotillomania & how much I rely on him. I'd never told the therapist the first, and the second has caused big issues in the past in therapy.