good luck to you! I was just put on xanax yesterday for severe attacks. I work at a hospital and the other day I told a nurse that i didn't have her paperwork ready for her when she called asking for it that I was very sorry, my crystal ball is way too heavy for me to cary to work on a daily basis and that next time could she just call and tell me she needs something? She was not happy with me, I know it is not in my nature to say something like that but that is what anxiety does. Makes you say things you regret sometimes.