This week has been so up and down for me. I feel like sometimes I am crashing so hard down on the rocks. My SO has been dealing with depression for a long time. I am not sure how to get him on steady ground. We have talked openly about going to the drs to receive treatment. He said he wants to because he doesn't want to live like this anymore. He isn't even interested in sex or anything. It's very difficult.

He tells me I am sorry I am just emotionally tired. I am so depressed, I just can't give you what you need. He even ignores the kids. When they want him to join in.

I find myself so angry, confused, scared and even frustrated to the point of tears.

I really need some guidelines and help to maybe make things go smoother. I don't want to lose him but I feel like he is slipping so fast.
Every day sometimes it's worse than the day before.

Sincerely, SL