I understand. I think about things i know happen to me and i think woah is that even real but i know its real cuz lots of us got remember from livin it then to when i think about what we only got bits and pieces of for remember that makes me go woah even more cuz i dont even wanna think about that. Lots of times it seems to crazy to be real for real like a messed up movie but we live it and i dont know how but we did.

One time we had apicture in our garage in the house we live in now and that picture was in the dining room of my house when i was a real for real kid. That picture had a old time little girl havin a tea party with a dog and a cat and that little girl was all dressed up fancy and the picture was in this old timey fancy gold frame and it was a antique and my mom said it cost a lot of money that picture and frame. They was real old and fancy. I hated that picture so much because that little girl and that dog and cat was mockin me cuz even though we had a pretty fancy dining room we never ate no food at tht table not one time when i was a real for real kid and everyday i had to see that picture that fancy girl mocked me and it was a bad joke how she got tea and cookies in a room every day when i got no food at all. I hate fancy things cuz all they are is pretty lies hidin ugly truths.

Sorry that was grouchy. But i hate that picture so much. Im glad one of us burned it up and we dont got it in that garage no more.

NiKKi