Hi L.P. its me NiKKi look at me talkin to myself huh? Haha. You now what? You not a bad big brother no way. You gonna be a good one i know it n then i'll be the brat little sister who gets on your nerves what when i want a candy bar so you better get e a candy bar. Haha. Thanks for sayin how i been a good big sis to cuz i sure aint been feelin that one. I tried but i didnt always do good of a job as i coulda. You know what to? Them remember bits been comin a long time before you went to that bench. Know what i think? I think this just had to happen. I dont think its your fault or Tays or Vedas or Harmonys either. I think we just gotta get to takin this next step is all. Its scary but we can do it. I think you just grow up to cuz you were ready. Im proud of you for that. I think we all ready to take this next step to just like how you ready to grow. It aint nobodys fault. Its scary but its a good thing. Thats what i think.

NiKKi who wants a candy bar