Yes yes yes yes yes. Can i be all those things and frustrated too? The worst part about this is my social worker told me that id definately be committed if there ever was a next time. So now im extremely confused on what i should do or how i get past this. So now i have no weed to relax, no anxiety pills cause "id just use them like the pot" and i cant just take pills as id mess it up like i always do. So what is left? To use my anger i guess to get by til i get done with the hoops.