I'm flying to New York next week. Never flown before, and the last holiday I had, I had to come home early because, well because basically I get anxious when away from home.

So I just visited my doctor and asked him if he can give me something just to get me through the flight? He replied "you just need to relax, and besides your taking Mirtazpine (Remeron) and they are for panic attacks, phobias, and anxiety.

I just stared at him blankly, and wanted to slap him. How dare he say just relax. But now I am worried that his going to take my anti-dep meds away for even asking him for something else. Ok I know this is mad thinking, but can doctors just stop your anti-deps? can they just do that?

I know there is no evidence in "reality" to even support this thinking, its just how my head is right now. I mean what if he takes them away? I'll be left alone with my panic and anxiety!! SCREEEEEEEEEEAM