I am uncomfortable around perfection. Does that count? I am afraid I am going to put something out of place, dirty it, or somehow mar what is a perfect state. It's like being at someone's perfectly clean house and helping myself to a drink of water. Oh gosh, now I'm left with not only a dirty glass but water puddles in what was a scoured out sink. What do I do? Do I find the dish detergent a cloth and wash the glass?l Do I leave the glass on the counter at the edge of the sink? Do I leave it in the sink? What do I do. I get so anxious that - even when I am desperate - I just don't ask for a glass of water.