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Originally Posted by Mr. Stranger
I'm in the process of accepting my destiny to be alone all my life. Recently I've begun cleaning and cooking again (I was eating junk food for months). I'm also trying to read again and improve my skills to survive in this world. I admit that I'm not trying to change now, but it's just because I've tried so many times and it didn't work out. I think trying to change is the reason why I'm depressed. I'm wanting the things that I cannot get. I know change won't happen while I'm sitting at home wishing it to happen, and I don't expect it to happen. I actually no longer want it to happen, and I wouldn't welcome it if it happened. If I couldn't find it when I desired it, I definitely don't want it when I no longer desire it.
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This is great! I've been taking a similar path - cooking by myself, reading well to find some skills. I may even start learning programming independently, we'll see what happens.
Do you use AD's?
If not, there are natural remedies for anxiety/depression which I started using.
The first one is a miracle! It's called Stabilium 200. It's a natural remedy based on some fish species in the form of semi-transparent amber-colored pills. It's a great reliever of stress!
The other one I just started - St. John's Wort, a natural AD! I just started taking it since Monday. I'll have to see how it goes with this one.